There are many types of people in this world. There are no true boundaries or extent in defining anyone. But there are some people who always almost seem so definite of themselves. These people seem to possess a direction, a goal which seems almost bizarre and impossible to me. I see people going places, doing things, when my list only really consists of going home to sleep (haha, sadly it's true for 6 out of 7 days of the week). Carrying on, my point being, most of these people believe that they are the one who control their own lives, where they are going and what they achieve in life.
I have always really struggled with who I am. I am horrid with decisions, I don't favour them. With the constant possibility that once decision is a wrong one, it puts me off -- literally.
But then, maybe everything happens for a reason. Yes, I am talking about some blind faith, otherwise known as fate and destiny. I know it seems absurd for some, but I don't think it is something to be omitted. So this is where the frivolous story begins..
I am a Sydney girl born in Liverpool a little over two decades ago. I was born a little premature and needed to reside at the hospital a little over a week. My boyfriend, J, was (coincidentally?)born around the same week in that hospital. In my head a movie scenario appears, a little baby boy is wheeled in next to a baby girl in one of those large hospital rooms filled with babies. Cute or what? Hehe. Who knew many years later they would be lying next to each other again.
Sometimes, a little bit of blind faith is nice and comforting.
Love,
G. xo
POSTED BY G. ON Monday, February 17, 2014 @ 3:01 AM
